Confessions of a Panic Stricken Mother

I confess....

I do not want to go to bed tonight

which, considering I only got 3-4 hours of sleep total last night, you'd think the opposite would be true

and if you add to that the 3 miserable nights of sleep I got before that

well, you'd think I'd be dying for some shut eye

but I'm AFRAID to go to sleep

because that's when the middle of the night wake up calls happen

that are just BAD NEWS

for instance, last night, my 5 year old waking up puking at 2am

he did not go back to sleep till 6:30am

yep, that much puke

throw in a baby with a fever and you've got momma going back in forth from one to the other all night

which, I know, as a mom, you just can't escape nights like that

but for the 3 nights previous dealing with the before mentioned sick baby with a fever who feels miserable (and a 2 year old also with a fever) did not make the 4th night of fever + puke very easy to deal with

so, now you can see why I'm just a little scared to see what tonight is gonna throw at me.

I'm just being negative and not thinking it's going to bring me sleep is all

on that note, happy mother's day all, after this week of sick kid's I think Sunday is sounding pretty darn good :)